From time to time, there are those of you who read my journals, watch my videos and so on; who at times drop me a line every now and again. Sometimes to thank me for something I supposedly did or said to help you paradigm shift in some way, to which I always smile with the knowing that all I really did, was have the courage to be myself. That I didn't really "do anything" for anyone -- my example merely acted as a damned convenient excuse for you to use to of your own free will, make the choice to take an action that changed your life but I would like to once more strongly point out that it was you who did it all, not me.

All I did was exactly what I always state that in my humble opinion, that the more you give yourself permission to more fully be yourself and act in the direction you are wanting to create instead of riding on the misery wagon, that this and only this is the singular most awesome thing all of you can do for yourself and others.

Well, apparently me just being me because I want to be has inspired one of my female watchers to do a bit more towards giving herself permission for her to allow herself to just be a little more of herself than she has been before; and the end result of this as per the note she wrote me within the last 24 hours, is pretty fucking inspirational.

It is one of the most beautiful things anyone has ever written me and I would like to share it with you and of course, I will keep her completely anonymous. I always say that truth is colored by perspective and believing is seeing and what she wrote me is one of the most inspirational ironies that makes the point with epic awesomeness. I am quite proud of her and it is my hope that she can also be an inspiration to the rest of you to come into the realization that it is absolutely true that the most simply choices and the most tiny perspective shift can transform your life in ways which stand to completely reconfigure your physical reality into something entirely different and most importantly; exponentially more enjoyable.

I have stripped emoticons and any such things which might risk to hint at who she is. I've eliminated any patterns of identification out of respect to her right to anonymity.

"I need to share something with you that I have just discovered. As you already know, one of the reasons textual communications is such a battlefield for me, is my dyslexia. However, this isn't even the main thing. I've only acted as if it was. There has been another more serious issue.

I suppose its my own fault for not complaining enough, I'm not really sure. But my eye sight is extremely bad in both eyes. Really bad. More than I tend to let on.  This is the truth of why I can't read that well. Because it hurts like a mother fucker to attempt to read all of these little fucking words and they all seem to blend together and I become so GODDAMNED OVER WHELMED BY FUCKING EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!

After wallowing in a pit of self-victimization for SO LONG, I finally decided I was going to take action and I have some really good news! Very soon, I'm getting myself some glasses! I'll give you a photo when I get them, but when I was at the place to order them and I tried on the sample glasses they have there to see what mine are going to be like, it was a very shocking experience for me.

All of my LIFE I have viewed the world as this dark blob... this distant chaotic mess. My mother said that the look on my face was so amusing and so priceless, when I got to try on those glasses. She said my jaw totally hit the floor. I told her that I didn't know the world... was meant to look LIKE THIS!!! I just, didn't know what I was missing out on!!

At the eye doctor, the nurse laughed and she told me that she just can't imagine how I've been able to go for so long without glasses. I just, can't believe what this world really truly looks like. Wow.

With my newfound appreciation, I'd also like to add that I think you're quite handsome. I think I have the courage to be able to say that now. Now I know why I was so fucking negative. It is because my entire life was this dark blob of chaos. I'm tired. I'm going to go now."



Even if you have never had bad vision in the physical sense, we are all born into a society which makes our world seem like a dark blob. They teach us the opposite of how reality truly works. Only when we are inspired to make the choice to begin to learn to paradigm shift, does the societal blind fold start to come off, the lenses of truth and beauty are able to propel us into a state of appreciation and we begin to profoundly transform our lives and in so doing, subsequently, we begin to assist in the planetary transformation as well; as we become the stone tossed to the center of the pond and our ripples go out to its banks.

Let her be proof that its possible. If you've been touched by this and it starts to shake you awake and you begin ti change your life, she will probably never know it. I might not even ever know it. As you change you will similarly effect the people around you as they will effect those around them and it just continues on.

Her and I will never be able to see "all of our ripples" and we all are taught by society that we must see them all, otherwise we're not making any. This is a bullshit lie, don't fall for that. Its like saying a tree can't fall in the forest unless you're there to document the details. Its silly.

Lamp oil is a dark blob. So spark that bitch up with a lamp and allow the light of your new found awareness begin to change your life so that your life might by default, also assist in changing the world.

"You must become the change you wish to create in the world" -Gandhi"

"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" -Jiddu Krishnamurti

"The most incomprehensible thing about the world is that it is comprehensible." -Albert Einstein

"The more actively involved people become in the idea, of helping to teach empowerment to those who have been taught disempowerment; the greater, faster and more profound your impact upon the planet will be." -Bashar

"There is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all argument, and which can not fail to keep humanity in everlasting ignorance. That principle is condemnation before investigation" - Edmund Spencer

"Something is only viewed as a miracle when one does not understand how the works were performed" -Joan of Ark

"Allow yourself to have an emotional experience as a lesson for your personal evolution, but then shift out of it to create a better reality for yourself" -Wendy Kennedy

"The way to control circumstances is to control the forces within yourself to make a greater person of yourself, and as you become greater and more competent, you will naturally gravitate into better circumstances. In this connection, we should remember that like attracts like. If you want that which is better, make yourself better. If you want to realize the ideal, make yourself more ideal. If you want better friends, make yourself a better friend. If you want to associate with people of worth, make yourself more worthy. If you want to meet that which is agreeable, make yourself more agreeable. If you want to enter conditions and circumstances that are more pleasing, make yourself more pleasing. In brief, whatever you want, produce that something in yourself, and you will positively gravitate towards the corresponding conditions in the external world." -Christian D Larson

"All the works I have done you also shall do, and greater still than these you shall indeed do" -Jesus Christ

The dark blobs are all illusions. There is a more beautiful world that you've been missing out on. All it takes is one tiny little simple choice to change ... EVERYTHING.

So, what in the fuck are you waiting for?

To the world I shout at the top of my consciousness:  WAKE UP!!!!